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Sunday, March 8, 2009

I GOT THE WORST SHOCK OF MY LIFE TODAY ! I was reading allkpop and look what i found!

The shock suicide of Boys Before Flowers actress Jang Ja Yun (26) is still causing shockwaves all over Korea and the industry with many speculating over the actual reasons behind her doing so. Theories ranged from contractual woes with her management, lack of appearances (airtime) in Boys Before Flowers, bashing by antis, etc but close friends have revealed that the main reason was probably depression. Jang Ja Yun had hanged herself in her home yesterday with police ruling out any forms of foul play after initial investigations.

Police revealed after investigations that Jang Ja Yun had developed depression after losing her parents in a car accident 10 years ago. Jang Ja Yun was still in high school when that happened and although she got on well with life after inheriting her parent's fortune, she had already suffered a big blow mentally that could not be healed easily. Jang Ja Yun might have looked cheerful and bubbly on the outside normally, but she was horribly scared of being left alone deep inside her heart and highly afraid (phobia) about losing her friends.

According to the police, "Her (Jang Ja Yun) sister has expressed that she had depression all along and it had gotten even worst recently. She would often shut herself in her room when she doesn't have any schedules." Her sister also revealed that in order to forget the pain bought on by her parents death, Ja Yun had tried all sorts of ways including rearing pets but it was to no avail. Visits to the hospital had increased recently to treat herself for depression but no one thought that Jang Ja Yun would eventually choose to commit suicide.

Police received a 119 emergency call yesterday evening from Ja Yun's sister and rushed to the scene. But it was too late when they got there as Ja Yun had already passed away a few hours ago by hanging herself from a railing along her stairs. No will or anything was left behind by her. The last known phonecall that Ja Yun made was to her friend yesterday at 2.30pm which seemed to have foreshadowed of what was going to happen next as she said that she was very tired and wanted to die. Jang Ja Yun's body will be cremated on the 9th.

As Jang Ja Yun's parents had passed away a long time ago, not many relatives attended the wake today with most coming from the Boys Before Flowers cast and production staff.

With her last appearance in Boys Before Flowers coming in the ski resort episode (episode 12), the red carpet at the 45th Baeksang Awards became her last stage.

Whatever it is, hope that she finds solace right now. Rest in peace.

Credits : Allkpop.

may her soul rest in peace . T.T
Onnie!! fighting! i will never forget you!

Labels: sad depressing shocking

~Alexa Kim~ saranghaeyo~

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

OMO!
Byebye!
hehe~
just feel like making a little entry ...
haha!
Have exams 2moro!
buh-bye!

~Alexa Kim~ saranghaeyo~

ah!
I have been tagged by my lovely onnie Jenn ~~~
xD

So here it goes ~

Say you marry the last person you texted, what's your new full name?
-......
Was today good?
-NOPE :D haha! Kinda okay .

Who's car were you in last?
- None. I walked all day . my poor legs -_-;

What's the weather like?
- BLAZING ! gah! i felt all sweaty! Yuck!

Are you annoyed?
- wae? Is there a reason?

Do you miss anyone?
- Yeah ...... I miss the forums i used to go .. i am havin' my exams now. :((

How often do you take pain medication?
- Ummm ... Do i have to answer?

Who have you talked to today?
- Mom dad~ friens~ teachers~ etc. Etc. lol

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
- Umm ... My omma?

Where did your last hug take place?
- haha! In my sm-town forum with norfy onnie . xD xD xD xD LOL ! (mianhe norfy onnie!!)

Do you get distracted easily?
- Nah! Concentrate >:)

What are you doing this weekens?
- Nothing?

Have you thought about an ex today?
- I didnt even have my first bf ....

If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
- I am not intrested :D

What do you currently hear?
- My mom's contstant yellings about 'close that damn LT and read for your friggin' exam 2moro!'
:D

What should you be doing right now?
- Reading ~ xD

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
- OF COURSE !

Did you ever lose a best friend?
- ... idk

Do you want to see somebody right now?
- Wanna be alone!

What song is playing?
- Survivor-TVXQ

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
- If they are answerable and not too private~ Yup :D

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- NAH!

What are you going to do tomorrow?
- Write the friggin' exam early in the morn'

Are you taller than 5'6"?
- Do i have to answer?

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
- Kinda. I have my cuzs?

Is your phone close to you?
-Yeah. Right beside me .

Who was your last call from?
- Appa?

Do you like your first name?
- ....

Do you like to cuddle?
- Yup . MOMMY!!!

Do you drink tea?
- A lot! And i know i am young to drink tea!

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

What's your favorite color?
- Lavender.Light purple. Black. Dark read and Dark Brown .

What are you doing this week?
- Long story short. --> Exams ....

Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
- Confused cause' i cant understand anything for my exam ...

Do you get along with girls?
- Yeah . Quite okay .

Have you ever been called a sl*t?
- OF COURSE NOT !

Do you think somebody loves you?
- Nah!

Is it easy to make you cry?
- If the subject is really sensitive.... yeah ^^ ( call me crybaby if ya want *pouts*

How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
- I will feel loved ^^ My mom do that all the tyme *shrugs*

Do you find it hard to trust others?
- I do not trust easily ....

Do you like using big words?
- .... Dun understand the ques?

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
- Depends .

Do you love someone?
- Yeah !!! My family!

Is it really love?
- of course yes!

Do you get jealous easily?
- nah! depends on the subject~

What about mad?
- Yeah ... I have temper-issues -_-;

What about upset?
- Quite easily .. hehehe

How fast does your mood change?
- If i was in my math class. I am in dismay . and wallah!!!!!! My mood is forever bored! and when it is science! i will come back to my old self~ hehehehheeh

Now~
I am gonna taggg:-
Nat~
Jojo auntie!
Flor auntie.
Ducky oppa~
Lizzie onnie!
Piggie onnie~

~Alexa Kim~ saranghaeyo~